February 2011
Well my goal of one hour online is almost up.
Goodnight, everyone.
Off to bed early. Things have been rough lately, but I’m pulling through.
It’s all good. :)
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
1. You mean the world to me.
2. We should get married.
3. I love you.
4. You have the biggest heart.. and that’s why I love you.
5. I need to get to know you better. Or rather.. again.
6. No one makes me laugh like you. I miss it.
7. You inspire me to keep good morals. You’re a great person.
8. Things...
oh..
fuckyeahethanlal:
you probably got the impression that
i gave a fuck.
that was
my bad.
January 2011
Hey.. I kinda like you.
But I will never tell you.
On another note, going to sleep.
Sorry for the long posts lately, guys. Hopefully you’ll understand that there are just some things that need to be expressed and released.
Thanks for understanding. :)
Night, lovelies.
I really should sleep.
Let’s take this week head on and happily, KBS.
Complete the goals you want to, and let go of the past and things that are bothering.
Postive attitude. Keep it up.
Let’s rock this.
I remember when I hurt you.
Gosh, what was I thinking.
It was such an awful, dark time for both of us. You just wanted to get away from me at all costs, I just wanted any kind of love from you. I was angry and hurt and wanted to do any kind of thing to express how I felt. To get it out. To feel anything but what I was feeling. And looking back, I can’t believe what I did. I can’t believe it. And my heart breaks...
I kept telling myself over the weekend that I...
I was an only child for 11 years.
A time when it was just my father and I. Our great memories that I will never forget. Things that only my father and I know about. Some amazing stories that we could tell, but never have. And I think it’s because it is so treasured and personal to us. It was when we were nothing but close. We were free. We did whatever we wanted with no limits. My father...
Time spent.
I had a long conversation with my english teacher last Thursday. We were talking about his decision to cut technology out of his life. He visited somewhere in California (I forget) where lots of his favorite writers had lived. They were away from all sorts of electronics.. and were there just to write. When my teacher went there to visit, he realized how peaceful it was. And how easy it was for...
I have had the impulse to go shopping.
Like.. woah. What the?
I never shop. For those of you who don’t know. I just.. don’t. I don’t enjoy it like normal girly girls do. Haha.
But lately I have so many things I just want to own. I feel like it will make me feel.. better.
So with all of the gift cards I have acquired from Christmas, I think I shall shop soon. Yeah. Let’s try this.
There are six places I dream of visiting:
jetaimealafolie:
HOGWARTS:
AND NARNIA:
AND NEVERLAND:
AND MIDDLE EARTH:
AND OZ:
AND WONDERLAND:
I hate feeling like this.
I hate feeling. Sometimes.
I try so hard.
SO goddamn hard.
Do I deserve what I am getting in return?
Someone. Anyone. Just tell me.
Watched some Dex, got comfy on the couch with my...
It was SO nice.
I’ve been sleep deprived. I admit it. I’m not taking care of myself. And I’ve known it and done nothing.
I can’t function without sleep. Much less can’t keep up friendships and schoolwork, etc. Lack of sleep changes me. Just a tad..
I think things will be better when I get back on Monday.
:)
Sleep time once more.
11. Do you feel protective over someone?
YES.
Protective over a couple actually. 2 or 3.
It’s immature. I admit. But I think everyone can also admit that they have felt the feeling before. When I see the word ‘protective’ above, I think of it in regards to feelings. It might mean something different to different people. ..When I find someone special in my life, I need them. I don’t want to let them go and I...
10. Did you have a good day or a bad day? Where do...
I had an exhausting day. And it was neither bad nor good. I say that because it didn’t really last very long. My time at school wasn’t enough to determine its goodness or badness.
I came home early. I think the defining line of my staying at school or not came with musical theater. It was a great period and all. But I was overwhelmed and just realized that I needed to go home.
...
5 tags
Just gonna go cry and watch Dex.
Hate this. Everything.