December 2010
"My uncle learned to love, and I learned to cry.
The secret garden is always open now. Open and awake and alive. If you look the right way, you can see that the whole world is a garden.”
Dec 31st
I tried not to blog yesterday. For my own reasons.
But of course I did a total of two posts. That’s… better than a billion. I don’t think I’m going to blog today either. My cup of care is fucking empty. I don’t care about blogging today. Not for myself, and not for others. I would like to thank Clare. Thank you for saving me during that phone call. And I really am sorry. But it meant so much to me. Right so.. have...
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"I don't feel like myself. I mean, I don't...
“Hm. Patient stable.”
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I don't feel anything.
Numb.
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I take you for granted. I hope you have forgiven...
“There’s this girl i know… talented, beautiful, inspirational, a life-saver, smart, outgoing, creative, thoughtful, she is truely amazing. It hurts me sooo much when shes mad at me. She has so much influence on sooo many people that i don’t think she realizes sometimes. I just wish she could step into someone she’s touched shoes and see how much she means to them. So...
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My eyes adored you Though I never laid a hand on you, My eyes adored you Like a million miles away from me you couldn’t see How I adored you: So close, so close and yet so far away Carried your books from school, Playing make-believe you’re married to me: You were fifth grade, I was sixth When we came to be Walking home every day over Barnegat Bridge and Bay, Till we grew into the me...
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Walk like a fucking man. I shouldn't love these...
Oh how you tried to cut me down to size Telling dirty lies to my friends But my own father said give her up don’t bother The world isn’t coming to an end (he said just) Walk like a man Talk like a man Walk like a man my son No woman’s worth Crawling on the earth Just walk like a man my son
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Sea cucumbers are my favorite.
They are just really soft. I love touching them in touch pools at aquariums. JUDGE MEH.
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thedayahead: Something must be wrong with me. I’m a pathetic, conceited, disgusting wreck.  I love you.
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You know, wearing my Christmas present (sweater)...
2 legit 2 quit. Don’t even worry about it. I love her.
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One of the hardest things you'll ever have to do...
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Day 4: What do you think it means to be in love?
Hmmph. Well I don’t really know quite yet what I’m going to say. Sorry if it sounds extremely cheesy. But I’m going to type exactly what I come up with and try not to delete anything. So here goes: I know it is possible to be in love. Unconditional love. I happen to know that my grandparents have been together about 30 years, I believe. They have NEVER had a single fight. And it...
Dec 30th
TODAY was a goooood day :)
Well FIRST I got my license this morning. Woo. And then I went to spend time with my cousin who is visiting from Texas. Haven’t seen him in FOREVER because he’s been doing basic training for the airforce in that stupid far away state. So we watched How To Train Your Dragon before going to the theater to see The Tourist.. which was fantastic by the way and I am going to see it again...
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I want to receive a dollar for every time Holly...
“hahahahahahahaha damn it kbs” ..yerp.
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Ha. Wow. Well thank you, darling.
taylorkoz120 replied to your post: There you see her sitting there across the way. She don’t got a lot to say but there’s something about her. And you don’t know why, but you’re dying to try.. you wanna KISS THE GIRL. Any boy would be lucky to take you to formal :)
Dec 30th
PressKenn is such a doll. Thank youu.
He gave me directions for the Newhall driving route. And I used google maps to get familiar with it.. :D Life be goood.
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There you see her sitting there across the way....
No but really, ask her to formal.
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I really do apologize for my cereal guy spam. I...
Ask Press. I can’t breathe. Or much less see my computer screen because my eyes are watering. Hahahahaha.
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